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What's up, everybody? This is another edition to Bulldog Uncensored,
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a really special episode tonight. You know, you guys have
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seen my show a few times, and usually I bring
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like a musical colleague of mind or you know, a
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comic or you know, We've had all kinds of different
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people on here, professional wrestlers, but you know, all the above.
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But tonight We're gonna be tapping into something that I've
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never really discussed publicly before as far as like what
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my beliefs are in the paranormal and that kind of thing.
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And today we have a man that is more than
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an expert on this, uh, father Bob Bailey. I like you,
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Bob Good. Well then we'll get along just fine. Oh boy?
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So yeah, I mean, you know, I've gone through a
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couple of different movies and a few different books I've
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read about exorcisms and whatnot over the years, and the
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subject has always fascinated me. What led you to actually
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going to sem seminary?
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Rather?
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Oh?
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I actually credited my mother's They were devout and their
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witness of their faith really, uh really touched me. And
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but I also my mother's cousin was a priest and
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on every Tuesday, he would come to my grandparents' house
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next door have supper with them. Then he used to
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sit out and ocus cigar and I would join him
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just for conversation. We would speak a few hours. It
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was like every Tuesday, and I credit him for my
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knowledge of the faith, and I would ask him zillions
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of questions. And then I had I began a desire
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for wanting to be a priest, you know. And I
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loved to pray, and I play priest. I take my
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mother's little missile hand missile and pretend to you, even
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with the Latin. My cousin used to joke with my
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mother he knows Latin more than more priests. And that
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just cultivated that, and by the time I got to
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junior high school, it was solidified that that that's where
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I was going to head. So I went to a
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Catholic high school they call it preparatory seminary at the time,
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and began my pursuit of that seriously.
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So before all of that, what was your childhood like?
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Was that something that you thought about a lot or contemplating.
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Yeah, I honestly, I can't remember a time when they
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didn't want to be although when I was younger, I
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could say I was horrible in church. I was hyperactive,
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and boy would I get a belt after after I
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got home because I was so rambunctious. And I remember
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a certain time that I was like, oh, I don't
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want to go to church because I know that means
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I'm gonna have to take a bath before we go
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to maths. So I never liked going. And God got
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the best joke out of it. He said, oh, yeah,
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I'm going to make your a priest. So but you know,
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it was we had a very close knit family and
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the faith was practiced and many times we would go
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to you know shrines and stuff. You know, I would
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want to go, parents would take me. We had with
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the Italian side of the family, we had feasts, uh
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and you know, people over the house you know, to
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celebrate that of course with food and you know outings
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and so it was very much a part of our life.
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Is that wasn't something we ever questioned, and it wasn't
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something I ever felt I rebelled from because it was
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just was a part of me, you know, part of
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us our identity as a family. So but it was positive.
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It wasn't anything that was forced on me. It wasn't
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anything that was a harsh thing. It was something I embraced.
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It was something positive.
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No, it's really neat. You know. I suppose when you're
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growing up at that point, weathers a rock, most is
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going to have the you know, the biggest influence, and
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it seemed like that was definitely the case with you.
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Yeah, so obviously you know, getting in to becoming a
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priest and all that kind of stuff. Like was your
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states always strong from the beginning or was it something
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that you even struggle with today.
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No, it was always strong, even as a child. In fact,
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my friends used to like I used to bring them
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to church and you know, I used to talk to
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them about prayer and I would you know, and stuff,
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even to the point where some of them just kind
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of rolled their eyes back. I can remember saying, oh,
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here it goes again. But it was something I felt
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passionate about. So I I never went the rebellious to
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a lot of people did. But for some reason I didn't.
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And maybe it's because, like I never felt forced to go.
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We just went. I didn't question it. You know, I'm
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sure my parents would have forced you know, would have
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told me you're going to Mass with us. But it
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wasn't anything I questioned. It was just part of our
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family values. We would go to Mass and then would
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go to McDonald's after so, or on a Sunday morning,
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we would go to ihop, you know, and the two
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just went together, and you know, and then seeing everybody,
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you know, back then, you know, most people, even young
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people you know, were going so, you know, especially in
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my neighborhood. I lived on the street where we called
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everybody aren't and uncle because they were either relatives of
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mine or they were from the same locale as my
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grandparents in Italy, so everybody was aunt an uncle you know.
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As kids, we were close. And you know, so back
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then the cultures supported your values not so much, not
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so much today, but back then it did. So it
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made it kind of easy, you know, to go the
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way I went.
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Yeah, I suppose it wasn't you know, taboo or anything
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like that.
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No, that's why I get a lot older, but maybe high.
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School, gotcha. Yeah, that makes private sense. So I mean
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me personally, I was baptized Catholic. I went through you know,
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community and whatnot, and I wasn't able to go through
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the CCPG because the parish. Unfortunately at the time, wasn't
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wheelchair accessible. Oh yeah, And I mean that that was
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common in the early nineties, So I mean it wasn't.
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Completely come a long way now, but back then I
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could see where it wouldn't be easy.
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Yeah. So I mean I did my fair share of
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investigation of it. And you know, I had a grandmother
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that was a very developed Catholic. She went to Mass
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almost every week, you know, by any health issues, and
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I can honestly say, like, it wasn't that I questioned
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the idea of a higher power. I think it was
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actually humans that drove me away from the church personally.
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Do you see that as a common issue.
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Yeah, I think most people that have an issue, it's
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because they've had a bad experience with a person, whether
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the person representing the church, whether it was a priest
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or a nun or you know, people around them or
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a parent you know that was very harsh, and so
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that would identify the religious practice with the harshness of
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the parents or the harshness of whoever. Yeah. And but
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for myself, because maybe I was trained at such a
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young age with my mother's cousin, and you know, I
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shot every question imaginable to him, and he answered them that,
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you know, I saw the humanness in the church and
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even with the faith, and and that made me upset.
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But my faith was stronger than the human being, and
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I looked beyond that and I said, no, I believe
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in the faith. I'm just not crazy with the one
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who's representing it, you know. So I think that's what
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saved me. But I know a lot of others who
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you know, maybe weren't at the same place that I
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was at, on the same level, and you know, it
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was what they saw scandalized them or or upset them,
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and so they flew the baby out with the bath water,
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you know. Some came back afterwards in their adulthood, you know.
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I mean I kind of look at faith's particularly under
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that umbrella of becausolism and whatnot. As you know, it's
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it's one of those things that as you get older
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and you learn more, you study more history, you know,
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it's kind of human condition to question it. So I think,
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you know, it's a lifelong and struggle for someone else.
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Oh yeah, And there's nothing wrong with that searching, questioning,
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you know. I'm sure I did some of that too,
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you know, But you know, some question more than ever,
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and it was a search and it led them down
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a different journey than I did. But but many of them,
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at the end of that journey, you know, in their adulthood,
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began to see beyond some of their objections into the
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faith itself and we'll come back. Especially when they had
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families of their own. You know, now they have to
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answering questions about God and faith their children. So it's like, oh,
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you know, I'd better get back and understand my faith
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a little bit more, you know, because you know, kids
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asked the Dondas questions right.
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Right, so you know, beyond that not working out for me,
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we ended up going to a Protestant church for remember
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of years. That was my father's church in town here,
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and you know, a lot of good people learned a lot.
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I got confirmed, And honestly, Father, I don't really know
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what shifted in me, Like I said, I think it
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might have been more of the human aspect and the
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disappointment and people rather than the idea of beyond that.
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But I always have had some sort of no be
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called sixth sense, but a calling to as say before,
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like you know, a little good versus evil right down
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to the bare bones of it. And I feel like,
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you know, as we're going to look through the Catholic glasses,
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so to speak, you know, a lot of people will
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be like, I'm surprised they're not mad at God for
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putting you in a predicament medically the way you have been,
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because I've suffered hundreds of fractures and lots of surgeries
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and pain and all kinds of it. Not fun stuff, sure,
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but I'd never once blamed God.
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I felt like, and that's amazing.
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Yeah, I mean, I I can't even really stay where
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I stand as far as what my religious beliefs are
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at this point, but regardless, having intuition and discernment is
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something that in greator gives regardless, and I've always kind
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of felt like a strong draw to that. So I
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studied a little bit of demonology, not much. I took
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a lot of Bible classes in high school, and just
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the whole paradox of it all fascinated me throughout my team.
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Then it became okay, the struggle of you know, living
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in the world, living and trying to understand the concept
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of sin and things like that, Like it's it's really
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hard to decipher all that. So did you ever feel
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like you were ever doing point by anything er exetically
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or otherwise from pulled away from like seeing how maybe
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I shouldn't be doing it. This is a little right singer.
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Has it always been pretty sure in your mind?
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Are you talking about the paranormal now.
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Paranormal and more so just being megn Cloth?
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No I, I would say, I haven't had with with
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with my vocation. No I. I mean I struggled with
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you know, the imperfections of of of human beings, you know,
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whether that be an authority or witness of others. But no,
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no I, I I cherished. I've always cherished my presood.
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Sometimes it's been difficult, particularly with things that have happened
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over the years, with scandals and all that. It made
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it tough, very tough for us H priests who were
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in the field because we had to suffer because of
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the sins of a few. So yeah, that those were
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very tumultuous years. But I got to say the people
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for the most part, still loved their priests and it
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was still respectful, even non believers, so that that helped.
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As far as the paranormal, yeah, there were I had
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to walk away, you know, because of just certain circumstances,
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and when you're dealing with the part of the paranormal
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that I'm dealing with, which is specialized in negative, in
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dark and demonic, Yeah, sometimes you have to walk away
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for a little while, well, you know, and regroup. So yeah,
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and I tried to not long ago. I just I
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tried to walk away from it for the longest time,
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and they kept calling me back until now where we
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have now a beautiful apostle and network that's growing thanks
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to another priest's body of mine who's joined forces with
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me and and a lot of other good people in
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the paranormal, you know. So, but yeah, there are times
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when when you and I think most people that are
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seasoned in this will probably tell you the same thing.
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Sometimes you have to walk away for a while. It's
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too intense. The warfare sometimes is you know, it is
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formidable and exhausting. And you know that's why I watched
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horram I love Halloween. I love How how can you
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do that? A do you like Halloween and all that? Well,
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because I know fiction from nonfiction. I love vampire stories,
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you know, I love good versus evil and all of that,
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and because I know that's not real but it's comic,
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kind of not comic, but it's it's just something that
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my life, you know, and I always.
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Have well, and I think, you know, regardless, I think