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What's up, guys, there's another additional bulldog un censored today.
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I've got Jason Cress. I think I fucked that up.
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Perceiv's come on, let's get it, kerse EV's you got it?
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There you go.
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Uh.
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But I just started talking about his band, Ronald Pagan.
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They're Eastern Mass based and a bit of an alternative
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rock project. And it started out talking about booking shows,
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and then we just got to talk in business in general,
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and he gave me some sound advice in the vein
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of Tony Robbins and whatnot. So Jesus Brooklyn to the
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show Glade.
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Technically, that's all right.
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I'm just grateful to be here. I'm just it's just
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it's nice to connect with people, even even it doesn't
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have to be in a podcast format. Just I think
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it's just good to connect with people one on one.
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You know what's gonna happen with this is when these
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get posted, Like random people I meet in my life
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will then google my name. This is more when I
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was single, You're about to go on a date with
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a girl and then she'll google you and she'll look
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at all these things. I have this weird like random
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podcast resume and then they kind of get in, they
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kind of invest in you before It's just it was funny,
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but also happened with like employers once upon a time,
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and like it'll probably happen with my business now. Just
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google my name and then random random stuff comes up
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and I don't know what story it's gonna tell, but
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you know it's it's fun and it's uh yeah, thanks
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for having me absolutely.
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Yeah. So how did Ronald Paggy come about?
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I such a good question, dude, I really really love
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that question. I'm so excited answer it. Then my last
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I'm in a library too, so I kind of feel pretentious,
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but whatever. So I was in another band called Broken
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Vanity that started a little more magically, i'll say a
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little bit more of a destiny. I'll call it was
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Broken Vanity. We met some of my closest friends. We
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it was basically two guys that didn't have structure, two musicians,
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and I was a very structured guy. I was training
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for I was going to join the military, Like I
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was satting, I had this. I was just like I
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didn't know what I was doing with my life basically
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after college. Yeah, and uh, I remember I was running
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I was doing a crazy like workout schedule, running on
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the beach every morning and night. And then like probably
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like two months into it, I met I ran by
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these musicians and then I like, I just decided to
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turn around and like I ran past them and they're playing.
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They seemed cool. I just decided to turn around and
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talked to them kind of like a cold approach basically
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almost like which is what I kind of do when
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sales now for my profession. But I basically approached strangers
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and I said, hey, I'll record you guys for free,
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because I had like crappy studio equipment, probably from Guitar Center.
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And they were just like cool, yeah, sure, And we
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just met, we vibed. I gave them things that they
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didn't have, they gave me things I didn't have. It
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was just a very enjoyable experience and we just kept going.
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We just kept pushing, kept pushing. It grew into a band.
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We were together for like three years. We broke up,
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and I was angry when it broke up because I
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felt it's a very long story. Later like I could
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give you a lot, and then this kind of the
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reason it broke up more or less was because I
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became arguably a dictator and and I had to face
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reality and learn. So when the band broke up, I
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was alone for like a year or two making a business,
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and then finally I got the business going, and then
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I said, I'm going back into the band, and I
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have that going. I made a new band with all
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the lessons I learned, and it's much different now. So
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it's definitely it's definitely much different than that one, but
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it's it's a different type of person. Kind of I'm
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a different person in this band. That's what I put
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it as.
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But just for fun at the end of the day, yes, yeah, ah,
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right on, I can definitely speak to that. You know,
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I've been My first band was around for just about
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thirteen years or about, went through a couple of different
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lineup changes, but the whole group of guys I had
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from twenty ten to two thousand and fifteen technically speaking.
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But yeah, we did. We kind of did like you know,
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macho metal back in the.
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Day, what's monsho metal. The Little War was.
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Kind of like god Smack and five Finger Death Punch
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had a baby.
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Okay, so like lots of like I'm a dude or like.
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But that's what that's called. Mancho metal.
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I mean, that's what I call it.
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That's hilarious. God, So I listed of when I work out,
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so it's like.
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I mean, and don't get me wrong, I love God's
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back and yeah punch, but it definitely has that certain
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tone to it. And you know, I was in my
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early twenties and I, uh, I was chasing tail, trying
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to a wife, and I settled down the twenty twenty
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years old and I figured out, wait a second, I
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can make this last a little bit longer. So we
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were We started out as like a party metal band,
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like you know, Molly cru kind of vibes. Yeah, chicks
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dancing on stage with or some ship.
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No way, Oh yeah, how'd you do that?
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We we started out, Uh, we wrote a song called
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Little Vixen, and I noticed that someone of the chicks
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in the crowd were really digging the beat and like
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getting into it and moving and whatnot.
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And I just said, fuck it, rock and roll all right, girls,
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get up?
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Yeah that on Spotify that one, No, I get a
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I got to backlog my calendar for my old band
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stuff because this was all pre Spotify days and ship. Yeah,
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but yeah, we're probably going to re release that just
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for ships and googles.
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I want to know this song, what song is what
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macho metal gets girls to dance?
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And so that's interesting to swing it like, you know,
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it was all about getting dirty and fucking what.
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And yeah, they seem to like it.
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And then as a joke at practice, I started playing
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uh tush by, It's easy top okay, and I was like,
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wait a minute, this, this might be a good idea
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to beat it up a little bit, to give a
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twist to it and doing what we're doing. So okay,
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okay that we did end up recording that cover of
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our first record, okay, when I was in a fuel
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of war, and I just I love playing it, and
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people loved that particular way we did it. There was
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a bunch of slide guitar on top of you know,
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metal guitar room and shit like that, and it just
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it was catchy and girls like to dance to it.
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So I said, fuck it, why not?
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That's pretty cool.
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So it started out like that, and then I went
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through a couple of really bad relationships and.
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metal core.
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I wouldn't say email direction, but like you know, more
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like kill switch engage, like oh my god. You So
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we were heavy, but we had emotion behind it, and
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that's kind of where we left off.
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You know.
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The band breakup was kind of I don't know, I
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think some of the guys that were playing with me,
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we all had to grow up in our own way.
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You know.
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My drummer at the time was originally from Kentucky and
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he moved back home because he just wasn't hacking it
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up and up in New England because it's just it's
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a whole in the world when you look at business
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and culture as far as living down South and the
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Sticks and then coming up into Boston and was there
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and yeah, yeah, it was a bit of a culture
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shock for him.
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But years later we got back in.
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Touch and now we're how long was that band together for?
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From started in two thousand and nine and ended in
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twenty fourteen. Wow, And then we get two shows. We
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came back in twenty nineteen. We're planning on the comeback
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at the time. We did two shows and then COVID happened,
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and basically until COVID resumed, everything kind of came to
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was preaching halts and you know, the rest of my
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bandmates I had other things going on in their lives
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and had some health problems and shit like that. So
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I said, you know what time's taking away, I ain't
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out forever, and I got to make the best use
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of the time I got left and his planet to
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make an impact on people and you know, leave something
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behind that people can continue to grow over time.
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And that's kind of why I got into it in
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the first place.
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I just feel like I've been kind of struggling with
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this because I feel like the bands are for what
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you said. You said Chasing Tail, right, It's like I
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just like I can't get over it now because like
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I feel like I was just partying so much doing it, yeah,
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and it was so addicting, and it was too addicting,
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like and I got, I got insane, like I got
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I felt like I just my head changed and and
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that and that's why being broke up, because I feel
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like I stopped caring about the people in it as much,
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and like I was kind of pushing them too hard
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and I lost my ways and I was burnt out
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and we were just doing show after show after show,
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but it was too freaking empty rooms, like that's how
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it is. So I'm just like now I'm so much
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more strategic for that reason. But like, dude, I was
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thinking last night, like I wrote a whole I've been
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trying to journal more. Yeah, and I was just journaling
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like I don't know, I don't think music's making me
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happy anymore, and it's kind of really hard for me
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to walk away from it. Yeah, because you saw how
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I was thinking. So we were talking about like business stuff.
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Yeah right, and you could see how I gave you
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like a direction with it. You know what, why why
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was that value you you did? You find that conversation valuable?
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Oh? Absolutely?
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I mean anytime I think, you know, like you said,
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some of these guys that are getting into bands aren't
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getting into for the same reasons, And I think those
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are the ones that get lost in the shuffle mm hmm,
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and we get so programmed to follow, you know. I
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called them a Metallica little print of just building the
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pavement and going everywhere that will give you.
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A chance to be heard. That Metallica did pretty much.
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I mean they slept in vans and eight fucking once
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we get in the California and drove all over the
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place to police shows and get noticed and eventually they
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got picked up by a label. But nowadays labels don't
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even really mean all that much. Yeah, Metallica was in
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the eighties, right, Yeah, so a lot of people are still.
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Forty year old marketing.
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You know, outdated.
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Business models have changed, and now that technology has become
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so prevalent, you know, we've kind of had to adjust
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how we're doing it.
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Yeah, I just like, for what, like, why are we
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doing it? And I know you're doing it? You got
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you got the you think of business mindy right, So
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it's like income and impact, right and if you.
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Ultimately even if the money wasn't the thing, I just
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still do it because I'm trying to you know, we
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live in a really weird world these days.
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Well, money doesn't make you happy, well exactly.
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Right, you know.
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I I'm about trying to make some kind of positive
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impact because there's not a lot out there.
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Right, That's why that takes a lot of people a
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while to learn.
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Yeah, and like I want to make impact too, m hmm.
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But why right? It makes us feel good? All of
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it just makes us feel good.
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Yeah, I mean we all have addictions.
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But what do you mean? I mean you could be
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like what I was looking at the Jeffrey Epstein's stuff,
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that's like all I like do and scrolled all that. Yeah. Like,
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but those who are like, that's what happens. You become rich, successful,
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you just have unlimited appetite for fucked up shit.
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Yeah, because you run out of things that are gonna stimulate.
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Yeah, those guys are miserable. You know.
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I just want enough money to pay my bills and