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Season 2 Episode 13: Alex Sandra

Season 2 Episode 13: Alex Sandra
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Alex Sandra is a rising nu-metal artist forging a sound built on raw emotion, heavy riffs, and unapologetic honesty. Blending the aggression of early-2000s nu metal with modern production and deeply personal lyrics, Alex channels pain, resilience, and self-expression into music that hits hard and stays real.Driven by themes of struggle, identity, and survival, Alex Sandra’s music isn’t polished for comfort—it’s designed to connect with listeners who’ve lived through chaos and come out stronger. Influenced by the era where metal met vulnerability, Alex brings intensity not just in sound, but in message.Whether on record or on stage, Alex Sandra represents the next wave of nu metal: emotionally charged, sonically heavy, and unfiltered. This is music for those who refuse to be silenced and aren’t afraid to feel everything.

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So there's another addition to Buda Uncensored. We got a

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special aide with us today from the rock and roll

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heavy metal community out in California, so we're bringing East

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Coast and West Coast together today. You've probably seen her

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on TikTok YouTube all over social media. I know I have.

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Please welcome Alexandra.

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Thank you so much for such a warm welcome.

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Oh absolutely no. Thanks for coming on the.

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Show of course. Of course.

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So we got in touch through mutual friend online and

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you know, just originally tried to book you out here

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and get you on the Speed Demon show, but that

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didn't pan out on the management and which happens. But anyway,

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so tell me about yourself, alex.

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First of all, I want to say thank you for

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if they invite, I would absolutely love to be part

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of the show on March at seventh, right, Yeah, that

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would be actually so cool because March eighth is International

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Female Woman's Day, so that such a cool.

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Celebration, right.

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But I'm hopeful that I'll get there to you guys

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in May. It feels like it's gonna work out better

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when it comes financially.

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I am self funded artists, so.

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You know, like anytime yeah, you know how it is.

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You guys are rocking road on the stage. Oh my god,

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I've seen a few of your videos.

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Insane.

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Thank you.

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Yeah. So I am a Georgian American artist based in

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California and Los Angeles. I lived in San Francisco for

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a while and then I just recently moved to Los

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Angeles and honestly to im, I'm touring all around California,

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so I don't really stay too long at one place.

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Like my friends have keep checking with me. Hey, Alex,

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where are you. Let's grab coffee.

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I was like, oh today I am in South California.

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Yeah, so oh, and that my genre is new metal.

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I spend some time to find which subgenre I want

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to stick to, Like people think rock music, but like

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rock music is so big, like oh yeah, yeah, I

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have so many even within metal core, we have so

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many different metal core and to be honest, like it's

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really hard to fit into one subgenre.

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But like I'd say metal core, new metal core.

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And like then some other elements comes in on the pictures.

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So yeah, right, awesome. So how long have you been

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in the States for now.

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Since twenty twenty.

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Okay, so you're relatively new Okay, fresh potato, happy to

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have you for sure, big so yeah. I mean I

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sat down and listened to some of your more popular

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stuff on Spotify and you know things and viral eclips.

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Very original to the current scene as far as women go.

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I think, uh, you got an original vibe to you

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and the way you mix, like you said, a lot

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of new metal stuff, a little bit of spoken word

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and they're great hooks. By the way, if that crazy

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is stuck in my head all week, so it's definitely

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an earworm for that one, for sure. I know it's

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kind of different for everybody. But who are your biggest

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influences in metal?

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I was always alternative, a new metal person, uh even

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from my early early like.

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Teenage hood.

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So my biggest influences back from then I would be

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System of a down linkin Park Limbs Kid and the

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biggest biggest influence I had from German band called Guana Ybs.

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They are not very widely known in uh uh North America,

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but they are they were super popular and uh uh Europe.

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They are also new metal alternative bands and guanapps. I

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think if you think of a tap, this is a

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tap or in this moment type vibes. Uh, I feel

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a lots of similarity between my vocals and UH main

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singers vocals. It is basically low female vocals like alto,

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alto too, with some rasp in voice and like that's natural.

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But also besides that, some fries screams or like false

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crap cord screams.

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Oh definitely, No, she's all over the place. Well that's great,

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defy by any means.

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And when it comes to modern stuff, I listen modern

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new metal core, I love architects, I love wage war,

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I prevail. I like new falling in reverse, like especially

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heavier things and collaps with Alex Terrible for example, that

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sounds great cool. And you know what, I was always like, no,

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I will not go heavier than new metal. This is

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too much or new metal correct. And I went to

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Lorna Shore's concert and I was like that mental is

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very interesting. So I'm kind of like, I don't know,

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I guess give me a few more years, and.

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Yeah, I'm sure you'll find a way to incorporate it

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to your sound for sure.

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Yeah, good music is good music exactly exactly.

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Yeah, most people don't keep it that simple. But yeah,

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so tell me about you know you immigrated to the US.

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Did you have people that you already had in mind

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for a backing man, or like, how does everything work

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for you on that end?

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So I am a person who was born and raised

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in Russia, but originally I am from country Georgia. So

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I was always an immigrant kid. So I felt like

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homeless little and whenever I would go to my back

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home native country, right, they would also feel like I'm

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to Russian, you know, like I'm not I'm not traditional

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Georgian girl, So I kind of felt like I don't

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have a home. So because of that, Partially because of that,

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I am actually very flexible when it comes to new places,

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and I have my own I moved so much that

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I have my own routines and I'm going to tell

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you about that. But besides that, I have very like

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rock and roll upbringing. I came from very dysfunctional Emily unfortunately,

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and I changed twenty two schools. So yeah, yeah, that

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was not my choice.

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I was just brought by my mom.

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Everywhere she would run she was as she's a convict,

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so she would be on run and all of our kids,

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like we would be like on the run with her

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and new school every few months. So, so I moved

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from Russia to China, from China to America, and I

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didn't felt like, you know, big big, it's big change.

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But also I knew exactly what I'm doing.

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I haven't had anybody here in California as like musician

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band in advance. I just came drop a message on Facebook,

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old school like I'm an artist, reach out, hit me up,

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and the guitarist I auditioned that period.

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I'm still work with him.

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I do not have band band because I'm a solo

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artist and band comes with lots of complications also lots

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of beautiful things. But I no longer want to be

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a part of the band. I've been in bands for

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decades and I'm done. So I work with the musicians,

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my favorite musicians as a session hired musicians, and I

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try to keep same guys all the time if that's possible,

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but if it is different coasts or different sides of California,

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I need to be creative, so I work with similar

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the same people, but it's always like in different areas,

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you know.

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Right right, No, it's great that you can have that flexibility.

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I know it's kind of hard to do that out

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here because there's so many bands and everybody kind of

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sticks together, but there's it's harder to find session musicians

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out here, I think, And of course you could have

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the money to pay them, so of.

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Course, of course out of pocket all the time. Every

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show always me broke.

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Yeah, no, I really there for sure. So as far

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as your most current material, I mean, what are you

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working on right now? Anything new?

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So we just finished my first album recording, and like

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we wrote everything recently and we just finished recording.

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We just had a music video shop for the final song.

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Right now, I'm waiting for masters and stamps from my producer,

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and I'm dropping one more single before album release in

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late January, and then we're gonna have album release with

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music video drop with a show and it's going to

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be badass. I also just finished featured song with a

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death metal artist. I will announce this a little bit later,

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and that featured song comes in right after album drop.

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So let's say album drop is March, and I say

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featured will drop in late April or early May.

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Awesome, No, I can't wait to hear that.

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Thank you.

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Outside of the metal, I know you do a lot

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of other musical genres and whatnot on your spare time.

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What did you grow up into? Like, obviously metal was there,

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but you know what were some of your other musical influences.

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Well, Georgia a country itself is like music is very

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deeply tied in into traditions. So my mom, my aunt,

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my grandmother, all of them have high soprano voices, had

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high soprano voices, and it was always we had grand

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up straight piano at home. And everybody in our family

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plays instruments, but none of them are professionally musicians. All

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of them are doctors or lawyers, you know, like as

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usually mom and dad wants you to be a lawyer

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or yeah, yeah, by the way, I think, if not music,

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I would be a doctor.

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I absolutely love this profession.

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I was really obsessed with medicine when I was a kid,

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but I was more obsessed with music. So yeah, I

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grew up watching my mom singing songs with aunt and

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grandma in harmonies, and all of them are having this beautiful, bright,

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natural sopranos, and I was the kid who had this

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low voice alta two and I would refuse to sing

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some of listen to their music, and I would be

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like my mom said, pisses like music for Satan I Christ.

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I was like, oh my god.

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Yeah, it's amazing how many people fall for that crap.

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Oh my god. My mom was like, this is just noise.

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Yeah. Yeah, my parents were like that a lot too.

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For sure, they're getting used to it, but have been

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at this almost twenty years now, so it's it's crazy

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to think.

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I know, and my mom would take me to lots

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of pop music concerts.

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And I would be sitting there like a prisoner.

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And no Britney Spears for you.

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I love Britney Spears.

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The thing is that Western pop music and Eastern European

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pop music, especially back then or post Soviet Union collapsed,

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it was so different. Like Western pop music was, I

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mean amazing, amazing when I was a kid, Like when

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I was ten, Britney Spears was very popular, like I

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think she was sixteen when I was ten. Backstreet Boys

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who were popular in saying came a little later.

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And Michael Jackson, Oh my god.

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I grew up watching Michael Jackson music videos on tapes

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and I would just like get that as a sneak

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peek because in Russia or Georgia it was not allowed

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to listen to music from abroad, so I was listening

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to pirate music. Anyways, my mom would listen to Eastern

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European pop and it sucked, so I didn't want to

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listen that that was horrible. And yeah, but if my

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mom would take me to Britney s prest Content, I

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would shoot my pants.

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That's funny. No, definitely, I mean you said, you guys

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are on the run a lot with your lather in

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the picture at all.

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Oh, I have fucked parents from the booth.

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So my father is like super misogynistic man, very autistic.

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He and my mom separated when I was nine, and

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I was so happy about that because it was nightmare

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for them together because there were no single night without

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them fighting. So I was so exhausted and I was

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always in the middle of them, begging them both stuff.

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I was like, so fucking tired. I wanted to spend

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at least one night without screams and calling each other

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slot and prostitute and anyways. So it's also hard to

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be around my father because my father was like he

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was obsessed with me, raised to raise me right because

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if all adult women are slots and prostitutes, he wanted

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to make sure that I'm not the one, and he

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was like absolutely overprotective and also like puts lots of

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expectations on me, and for a little girl, that's a lot.

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So I was very happy when he's gone because it

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was hard, and not because I didn't love him.

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So it was just really hard to.

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Be around him, and so my mom and then she

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found another man and it was absolutely horrible. My life

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became a nightmare. So, yeah, my father gone from the picture.

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When I was nine.

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You so, I would assume, like most people coming from

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any kind of rough background, you know, you put a

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lot of that into your music. Is there anything specifically

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song wise that focuses on that.

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Almost most of my songs are about traumas, some songs

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about adulthood, songs about childhood.

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From old songs.

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That one is very traumatic song and if you are

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a survivor of TV and Essay, you totally will relate.

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That song is very sad. You might even cry. That

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song called I'll Never Be the Same. And there's my

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ten year old photo on the album on the single

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this is when that event happened to me. So I

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put photo off the way I looked so to see

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I just it myself to see because when you are

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in a situation, when you are essayed in such a

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young age, take you carry lots of guilt and shame.

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You think you provoked you, and.

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You know, everybody does to make sure that you think

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this way right. And as an adult, I'm working on

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my traumas. And that photo I needed to see what

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I looked when I was ten, and you know what

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it was. I looked like a ten year old kid,

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and that reminds me there is no guilt on me.

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I've done nothing wrong. I just could not escape that

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I froze, you know, I froze, I could not move,

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And then this is the guilt I was carrying for

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so many years that I could not do anything to

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protect myself. So basically song is about me telling my

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mom what happened and she never believed me. Well, so

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it's a rough song.

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It's rough for sure. I mean, I think a metal

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then we kind of reach to those dark places and

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talk about things that are difficult to talk about. Whereas

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other music, you know, it's more, you know, Ladi da,

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everything's great. Like I don't know, I feel like hard

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rock and heavy metal was just more genuine as far

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as emotions go and life experience.

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Like you said, yeah, I love pop music. I love Adele,

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I love Alicia Case. I sing it pretty well. It's

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my job. Like I perform when it comes to making money.

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I actually perform lots of very good events like for hotels,

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private events, and I play grand piano and sing. I

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love Adele, I love Alisha Case. But I'm sorry I

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cannot deliver.

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My real me through this music. I tried.

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I tried for five years. I tried to be a

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pop pop independent artist. It is I reached my eyes

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on that like and but I don't feel it. I

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don't feel it. Metal brought me peace. Metal brought me

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feeling of being seen and it suits my soul because

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I'm scarred and I want to world see me because.

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Fuck that shit.

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I'm done of hiding this crap and this is who

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I am.

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And if you don't like.

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It, fuck you exactly now. I'm too great minds thinking

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like for sure definitely can relate to that kind of

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mindset out of doubt.

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By the way, one of the beautiful thing of my

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music being in this genre is that I feel like

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I'm on my in my zone and like as soon

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as I switched to this like because I was also

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searching within rock music a lot. I had pop, punk songs,

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alternative songs, rock songs, hard rock songs, and none of

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them actually clicks. As soon as I landed into like

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darker darker space, it just skyrocketed. And what I love

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about this is that I'm connecting with people who are

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struggling the way I did, and it makes me feel

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so fucking happy that we are building community. And you know,

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the feeling of loneliness was so bad. I was so isolated,

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and then now I talk to people who are relating

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to my music. Lots of like, lots of people message

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me and they're like, hey, yesterday I was listening to

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the song. Is the lyrics are based on real stories?

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I was like, yeah, this are based on real stories.

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And then they share their story and lots of them

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struggle with PTSD or mental health issues or also their survivors,

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or lots of them are like ex militaries, or lots

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of them are who went through like severe PDS deep

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due to their work. Lots of men, lots of women

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who went through horrible family situations or losses. So I

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feel I feel that we are in community which is

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strong and powerful and very real.

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You know. Yeah, so I know around here up in

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New England, you know, there's a lot of regional, unsigned

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or independent label acts that are you know, doing on

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our best to get where we can on national bills

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and play locally. Is very strong local scene in California

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for you do you think.

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It depends which part of California?

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So like San Francisco, there was the reason why I

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love San Francisco though this city is in my heart forever,

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absolutely fucking love that place, even though weather it sucks.

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But San Francisco just do not have metal scene I

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I would love to. It is really really hard to

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find any other co fellow new metal core artists there.

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It's more like indie Hippi singer songwriter I think right.

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Los Angeles has lots of cool stuff. Los Angeles is

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just off amaze and amazing musicians. But the great metal

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scenes are in small places like uh. For for surprisingly,

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Santa Cruz has very good metal scene. Uh then uh,

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Sacramento has amazing metal scene.

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I fly to Sacramento pretty often, especially.

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Rossville, right next to Sacramento has like really like all

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death metal bands tour through Rosseville.

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They go to Rossville.

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They have this amazing venue, which I was I had

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an honor I just booked show there.

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I was like, I just can fucking believe that I

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booked show in.

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Goldfield in Roseville, it's like beautiful, beautiful venue.

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Uh.

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And also San Diego has and San Jose.

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Oh wow.

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Okay, so it's like a little bit here and there. Yeah,

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you need to be inside the metal community, so you

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know there's places to go and they know you and

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they invite you for like underground events.

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Yeah, it's very similar out here for sure. So yeah,

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I mean, obviously we would love to get you up

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in New England. Is there any like what markets have

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you hit outside of California and anything in particular?

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Well, right now I'm touring around California because it's easy

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for me to financially do it because I live here.

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I just basically book whatever show, right and then just

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go there with my guys. But I actually would love

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to book East Coast to at least for four or

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five days. Let's say we start on Thursday, finish on Sunday,

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and Monday we travel back. That would be absolutely incredible.

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I kind of sat down and calculated all expenses and

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it comes up around five thousand dollars. This is how

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much I need to save up on top of what

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I'm spending already to make it so without wrecking meet

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myself financially, I need to have five thousand dollars on site.

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This is the only thing what steps me right now.

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Because I'm going to my first national US tour in October.

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For that, I'm saving separately right right.

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But unfortunately we are not hitting the East Coast, So

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that's why I want to come to East.

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Coast right on. Looking forward to making network for sure,

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we can talk off air about that a little bit more.

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But yeah, so you talk about upcoming touring and US

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tour in October. So beyond that, what's your five year

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kind of go you think somewhere in there, like what

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would you like to accomplish in that kind of time frame? Uh?

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Because I do social media and all like made basically

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everything myself or with my close close very like tiny team.

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I am aware of all analytics and stuff. So we

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kind of set the goals where we want to be

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in a year or in two. We haven't actually like

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went this far five I think in two years portions.

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My brain just doesn't it.

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I'm just not available to shove that as much information

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into my head. I was like, we'll cross the bridge,

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so I'd say I have two year plan, of course,

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So for this year I entered my So if you

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think categories, right, a little bit of music marketing. I

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was an emerging artist just literally a few months ago, right,

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and then with dropping with this new album again and momentum,

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which was expected, we were working hard on this, like

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I was posting, networking colub and performing my ass off.

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So I finally entered the next level, which is developing artists.

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Right.

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This is where I'm getting around the scene. I'm telling

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who am I, what I do, and my music is

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kind of like somewhat in one genre, so people understand

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what style I represent, right, So by the end of tour,

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by the end of twenty twenty six, I would love

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to go to next stage, which is buzzing artists. Buzzing

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artist is everybody niche knows you, but you're not big yet,

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but people are kind of like you are.

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Something what's cool and if you are not in that

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place and out of touch with the reality, you know,

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I would love to get somewhere like that, which means

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that I will have my own fun.

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Base, and I will have my own resources to book

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shows here and there and be flexible.

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You know.

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This is my goal for twenty two twenty six. For

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twenty twenty seven, I'm already looking at different financial situation

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because so far I am not even breaking even. It's

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just negative every month, and I think I can maintain

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this for another year or so. But beyond that, I

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need to fuel up my music by investments. So either

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I will stay independent, but I will be generating enough

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money to hire record labels to represent me in some

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certain areas or individual contractors music professionals. Let's say I

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will work with booking agent, I will work with a manager,

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I will work with a PR team. So let's say

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as soon as I have funds, I can start hiring

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these people and paying them out of my income or

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out of my pocket whatever, and they're going to be

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like working with me. Or I will be working with

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regu label who will take the financial take financial pressure

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of like I will owe the money, but and then

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they will be dealing with that and I will be

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dealing with the rest like content, posting media or whatever.

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Anyways, Uh, that's planned for next two years.

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So let's say from buzn't artists getting into signed artists

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or getting into independent artists be size of sign artists.

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There are many plenty of artists like that. For example,

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like Low Spirit, he has million followers, he is alternative

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rock artists and he's unsigned as far as I know,

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And that's pretty good place to be at it if

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you are making it. If I will be able to

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sell two hundred tickets in every place I tour, I'm fine.

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I'm fine, I'm.

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Gonna do it.

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If you have money, you can, you can hire people

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and they will help you.

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You know.

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Uh, this is what I'm doing right now.

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But I'm working on part time schedules with there, Like

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I cannot afford their full sellers, but I can afford

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their part time sellars, so I work with them on

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part time basis. Anyways, twenty twenty seven, I see myself

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touring in Europe, maybe Canada, and maybe also Australia, or

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will spread within this next eight because I already see

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traction from UK. I can see trauctions from Australia and Canada,

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so that makes sense to true there. And so far

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this is it. I hope one day all'll get to

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major artists level, but we're not there yet, so we'll see.

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Yeah. I mean, you know, I've seen so many bands

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come and go, and you know, struggling artists like yourself.

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But I think the overall presentation and the vibes and

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the message behind what you've got going on is really

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going to able to skyroct you where you need to go.

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So I definitely think all of those things are what

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happened in the future for sure. So outside of metal,

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he said, you've done some collaborations here and there. Uh,

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who is your dream collab.

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Outside metal? Oh, Lady Gaga for sure?

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Really Okay, I would absolutely love to rock stage with

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this queen Lady Gaga as badass pop star equivalent of

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I don't know rock stars like she's like Freddie Mercury

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to meet pop.

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Yeah.

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Nice.

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So when it comes to recording and whatnot, do you

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have a specific studio like working at out there in

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particular or.

483
00:30:50.519 --> 00:30:51.680
So I wish?

484
00:30:51.839 --> 00:30:55.480
I wish studios charged like I don't know, one hundred

485
00:30:57.039 --> 00:31:00.640
per hour and to record one song and normally need

486
00:31:00.640 --> 00:31:02.759
two or three hours, we don't. You don't want to

487
00:31:02.759 --> 00:31:06.039
book two hours and run out of time. Of course,

488
00:31:06.279 --> 00:31:10.279
as more I record faster I go, right, but let's

489
00:31:10.319 --> 00:31:13.559
say three hours per song, ideally four because you also

490
00:31:13.599 --> 00:31:17.759
want to say chat a little, like here's the thing, uh,

491
00:31:18.240 --> 00:31:20.519
to get into the right mindset. Sometimes you don't need

492
00:31:20.599 --> 00:31:22.279
to rush, you know, you need to come and have

493
00:31:22.319 --> 00:31:25.920
some Also, my producer is someone I made friends with already. Right,

494
00:31:25.960 --> 00:31:28.160
we wrote so many songs together. We opened up to

495
00:31:28.200 --> 00:31:31.119
each other like and and you come and see him.

496
00:31:31.279 --> 00:31:33.799
You're happy to see him, you know house he's like

497
00:31:33.880 --> 00:31:38.599
family doing and stuff. We haven't seen each other for long, right, So, uh,

498
00:31:38.720 --> 00:31:41.799
you want four hours at the studio, and four hours

499
00:31:41.799 --> 00:31:43.920
is already four hundred bucks on the top of what

500
00:31:44.079 --> 00:31:46.519
you are paying on for the music costs.

501
00:31:46.640 --> 00:31:51.359
Right, So we normally record at home, just at home.

502
00:31:51.680 --> 00:31:55.640
Yes, last time I flew to Florida and I rented

503
00:31:55.680 --> 00:32:00.359
air and BnB and that that in their air BnB

504
00:32:00.640 --> 00:32:03.880
room was very like wolves were empty, so it was

505
00:32:03.920 --> 00:32:06.759
like very echoey. So my producer and I we brought

506
00:32:06.880 --> 00:32:09.759
to some blank heads and I just basically covered my

507
00:32:09.880 --> 00:32:11.119
head with a blank hat.

508
00:32:11.759 --> 00:32:14.200
And sometimes you get to get creative, I.

509
00:32:14.200 --> 00:32:17.400
Know, And we recorded Bio Mass and Fall and the

510
00:32:17.680 --> 00:32:21.279
Hangover song. Just I was under the blank het all

511
00:32:21.400 --> 00:32:25.440
the and recording, and my producer brought this sound muffing

512
00:32:26.119 --> 00:32:28.039
like a screen for the microphone.

513
00:32:28.200 --> 00:32:30.200
So I was like, I would.

514
00:32:30.079 --> 00:32:33.000
Like tweet away the blank and I would be.

515
00:32:33.000 --> 00:32:33.799
Like, did you.

516
00:32:36.440 --> 00:32:39.519
So very very underground, badass?

517
00:32:39.680 --> 00:32:41.759
But the quality sounds amazing.

518
00:32:42.119 --> 00:32:43.920
And when I will get on the stage, when I'll

519
00:32:43.920 --> 00:32:45.880
have enough income, of course, I would love to go

520
00:32:45.920 --> 00:32:50.200
to studio. It's pretty you can film lots of stuff there.

521
00:32:50.599 --> 00:32:53.880
Yeah. No, I just spent the last year and a

522
00:32:53.920 --> 00:32:59.039
half building a recording studio or a functional GM space.

523
00:33:00.240 --> 00:33:02.000
Say, oh, that's so cool.

524
00:33:02.400 --> 00:33:04.759
So I mean it's it's been heavy on the wallet,

525
00:33:04.839 --> 00:33:08.440
but you know, we were coming along, so I definitely

526
00:33:08.519 --> 00:33:10.319
understand how you get it kind of.

527
00:33:11.960 --> 00:33:14.440
Exact the photo for the inspiration.

528
00:33:14.799 --> 00:33:19.519
Oh, absolutely absolutely. And yeah, if you ever need any

529
00:33:19.799 --> 00:33:22.920
stem work or whatever, let me know. I'm always happy

530
00:33:22.920 --> 00:33:23.920
to work with people.

531
00:33:24.039 --> 00:33:27.119
So oh, I was absolutely blown away with the quality.

532
00:33:27.359 --> 00:33:29.880
Oh my god, sounds really good, really good.

533
00:33:29.920 --> 00:33:31.680
Appreciate it of course.

534
00:33:32.119 --> 00:33:34.599
Yeah, definitely qualities right there. I loved it.

535
00:33:35.759 --> 00:33:40.640
So among the bigger and more popular metal artists right now,

536
00:33:41.240 --> 00:33:44.039
who's on your Spotify playlist? What are you listening to

537
00:33:44.119 --> 00:33:44.440
a lot?

538
00:33:45.200 --> 00:33:45.920
Oh?

539
00:33:46.039 --> 00:33:51.039
I have my personal Spotify list, which already has nine saves.

540
00:33:51.079 --> 00:33:54.720
I think some I sometimes I post it and my

541
00:33:54.799 --> 00:33:56.759
stories and some people kind of check it out, but

542
00:33:57.079 --> 00:33:59.799
it's it's just my personal I'm not promoting it or whatever.

543
00:34:00.079 --> 00:34:00.720
Keep private.

544
00:34:01.039 --> 00:34:05.839
So those eight people I don't know who are there anyways,

545
00:34:06.240 --> 00:34:09.760
I hope they're like what I put there. I listen.

546
00:34:09.920 --> 00:34:15.519
I add Architects, Wage War, I have few songs of poppy.

547
00:34:16.480 --> 00:34:25.079
I have Ecavando, Dead Eyes, and also some old school

548
00:34:25.159 --> 00:34:26.119
classics like.

549
00:34:26.519 --> 00:34:31.360
In this Moment orror song. And I have.

550
00:34:31.480 --> 00:34:35.320
Few of fallen reverse stuff like Merrilements and follow Wars

551
00:34:35.320 --> 00:34:39.760
feature and whatever I discover. Oh they are like a

552
00:34:39.800 --> 00:34:42.599
few undependent, independent underground artists too.

553
00:34:43.360 --> 00:34:43.679
Uh.

554
00:34:43.760 --> 00:34:47.599
For example, I don't really know all of those names,

555
00:34:47.639 --> 00:34:50.599
but I listen to their music every day. I can't

556
00:34:50.599 --> 00:34:53.119
even sing their lyrics, but I don't know their names,

557
00:34:53.159 --> 00:34:56.239
you know what I mean. I found them on social media,

558
00:34:56.800 --> 00:35:00.320
then I favored them, and then I listened, and and

559
00:35:00.639 --> 00:35:06.519
if it clicks, I add to my curated little Alexandra playlist.

560
00:35:07.039 --> 00:35:11.199
Nice. Now, what about classic metal like Metallica, pan Terra,

561
00:35:11.960 --> 00:35:13.440
that kind of thing. Do you like any of that?

562
00:35:13.599 --> 00:35:17.920
I don't listen, even like I was not a big

563
00:35:17.960 --> 00:35:20.559
fan of classic metal bands, but of course, like I

564
00:35:20.960 --> 00:35:26.239
listened Metallica a lot, I also listen to lots of dad.

565
00:35:26.159 --> 00:35:29.599
Rock, bon Jovia and whatsoever.

566
00:35:31.119 --> 00:35:35.000
I listened that so much. I cannot listen to this anymore.

567
00:35:35.280 --> 00:35:38.320
I just I'm sorry. I'm one of those people who

568
00:35:38.440 --> 00:35:42.840
can't can't listen to this anymore. I listened to those music,

569
00:35:43.360 --> 00:35:45.119
those songs so much.

570
00:35:45.960 --> 00:35:48.719
I'm so fucking done, like, I can't, I can't.

571
00:35:49.039 --> 00:35:53.280
I know every second what comes after my husband keep

572
00:35:53.480 --> 00:35:59.199
My husband is thirty five, a year old man, but

573
00:35:59.280 --> 00:36:02.880
I feel like he is, like, I don't know, late seventeen.

574
00:36:04.000 --> 00:36:07.679
He has classic cars, and he listens very very very

575
00:36:07.760 --> 00:36:11.840
old school metal, not metal rock, hard rock.

576
00:36:11.880 --> 00:36:13.679
He looks or heart rock, and.

577
00:36:15.559 --> 00:36:17.679
He keeps listening same songs over and over and I

578
00:36:17.719 --> 00:36:19.880
was like, how can you listen to this all the time?

579
00:36:21.239 --> 00:36:23.519
But you know, the only band I can listen over

580
00:36:23.599 --> 00:36:24.159
and over again?

581
00:36:24.199 --> 00:36:25.800
Who is that? A CDC?

582
00:36:27.480 --> 00:36:27.639
Oh?

583
00:36:27.719 --> 00:36:31.320
Yeah, a CDC is something I kept sucking listening every time,

584
00:36:31.320 --> 00:36:32.679
and she's like, what the fuck?

585
00:36:32.800 --> 00:36:33.920
Why this is so good?

586
00:36:37.960 --> 00:36:40.760
Yeah? That was definitely one of the bands that really

587
00:36:41.360 --> 00:36:45.199
changed my taste as far as music. Thoughes, I grew

588
00:36:45.320 --> 00:36:48.199
up with a lot of like American country and that

589
00:36:48.280 --> 00:36:51.960
kind of thing. But once I get into hard rock

590
00:36:52.039 --> 00:36:56.199
and classic metal, just kept getting heavier and heavier and

591
00:36:56.360 --> 00:36:58.880
heavier over time, depending on what I was going through

592
00:36:59.280 --> 00:37:03.639
in life. Like you said before, you know, it's all

593
00:37:03.679 --> 00:37:07.159
about I think we get attached to music that reflects

594
00:37:07.199 --> 00:37:10.880
our own life more often than not to really make

595
00:37:10.920 --> 00:37:18.159
that kind of connection, and it's it's definitely interesting to

596
00:37:18.159 --> 00:37:20.840
see where you start as to where you end up

597
00:37:20.840 --> 00:37:22.960
and then going back to I.

598
00:37:24.480 --> 00:37:27.599
Was never a big fan of like classic metal, please.

599
00:37:27.360 --> 00:37:28.679
Don't with the store.

600
00:37:29.360 --> 00:37:32.440
I was more like, really, I was actually really like

601
00:37:32.519 --> 00:37:34.679
that drug, so girlie.

602
00:37:34.760 --> 00:37:37.000
I would listen lots of like Three Doors.

603
00:37:36.679 --> 00:37:42.000
Down and yeah, but of course there's lots of respect like,

604
00:37:42.039 --> 00:37:45.159
for example, Metallica. I listened to Metallica many times, but

605
00:37:45.239 --> 00:37:49.239
I was never like into Metallica like that, you know, like, yes,

606
00:37:49.360 --> 00:37:53.159
there are some songs I really love, but I don't know,

607
00:37:53.599 --> 00:37:55.079
just not my vibe.

608
00:37:55.360 --> 00:37:56.440
Nope, that's fair enough.

609
00:37:56.800 --> 00:38:01.440
But I have t shirt planning to go to the show,

610
00:38:01.559 --> 00:38:04.000
so you know, you cannot miss South of Metallica when

611
00:38:04.000 --> 00:38:04.719
they are nearby.

612
00:38:05.280 --> 00:38:09.639
No, definitely not especially out in California. Those those Bay

613
00:38:09.679 --> 00:38:15.440
Area dudes, they get no, no decreation of any kind

614
00:38:15.519 --> 00:38:20.559
of support by any means. That's true, that's true, good stuff.

615
00:38:21.599 --> 00:38:26.079
So if you were to book a show with any

616
00:38:26.159 --> 00:38:32.280
band currently or whoever and open for them, who would

617
00:38:32.280 --> 00:38:32.639
that be?

618
00:38:34.519 --> 00:38:39.280
I keep saying this name all over the time. I

619
00:38:39.360 --> 00:38:41.880
want to book a show or make a feature with

620
00:38:41.960 --> 00:38:47.119
Alex Terrible. I have a few reasons behind it. First

621
00:38:47.159 --> 00:38:51.400
of all, we are from say Town. I don't know

622
00:38:51.440 --> 00:38:53.360
if he knows me, but I kind of knew him.

623
00:38:54.280 --> 00:38:58.000
I was from city called Yuka, Turnbourg, and he's from Sissers,

624
00:38:58.159 --> 00:39:02.079
which is right next to you Turnberkle or Tone in Russia,

625
00:39:02.519 --> 00:39:05.840
and I have my I had my little like summer

626
00:39:06.079 --> 00:39:09.599
house in that area, and I knew about him, but

627
00:39:09.639 --> 00:39:11.880
we never kind of performed in the same stage because

628
00:39:11.920 --> 00:39:14.079
I was new metal artists and he was death metal.

629
00:39:14.480 --> 00:39:17.480
You know, like people would think it's all rock, but

630
00:39:17.599 --> 00:39:20.480
people don't really overlap genres like that.

631
00:39:20.719 --> 00:39:21.920
If there is a show.

632
00:39:21.679 --> 00:39:24.480
Of with death metal artists, the whole line up with

633
00:39:24.599 --> 00:39:29.320
deathcore metal like heavy heavy, like screamy screamy music, right,

634
00:39:29.920 --> 00:39:33.719
but new metal sticks with new metal, like we're alternative

635
00:39:33.719 --> 00:39:37.159
at least rock. So We never kind of like met

636
00:39:37.239 --> 00:39:39.239
in person, but I knew about him.

637
00:39:39.480 --> 00:39:41.360
I don't know if he knew about me anyways.

638
00:39:41.400 --> 00:39:45.800
Now he is a worldwidely no big badass guy and

639
00:39:46.039 --> 00:39:50.800
I would love to kind of like reunite, but I'm

640
00:39:50.840 --> 00:39:55.320
not there yet. We'll see another thing. I have very

641
00:39:55.320 --> 00:39:59.760
controversial feelings about him because I never know him in person.

642
00:40:00.079 --> 00:40:01.719
I don't really know who he is.

643
00:40:02.079 --> 00:40:05.679
He feels very sweet and genuine when you listen to

644
00:40:05.760 --> 00:40:08.519
his like social media or whatever, but there are few

645
00:40:08.519 --> 00:40:13.000
things what bothers me about his personality. I would love

646
00:40:13.039 --> 00:40:16.599
to meet him in person to see if this is

647
00:40:16.639 --> 00:40:19.960
all fluff or he passed that and takes responsibility for

648
00:40:20.039 --> 00:40:25.639
some staff, right, Like I believe in two do not

649
00:40:27.039 --> 00:40:30.480
judge people in their past experiences, and I'm a big

650
00:40:30.519 --> 00:40:35.480
advocate for people who are taking responsibilities for things.

651
00:40:35.800 --> 00:40:41.079
Alex Terrible haven't done anything like that. But still, I'm

652
00:40:41.079 --> 00:40:43.719
an immigrant kid. You know, I'm an emigrant kid.

653
00:40:44.199 --> 00:40:48.400
I've been severely bullied by skin hats, and it was

654
00:40:48.519 --> 00:40:54.599
very dangerous in my childhood because skin hats like Nazis right,

655
00:40:54.760 --> 00:40:57.840
they were very very very brutal on people like me.

656
00:40:58.599 --> 00:41:03.559
So Alex Terribele as a black Son tattoo, which he's

657
00:41:03.559 --> 00:41:05.920
covered up, and he's very transparent about that, and I

658
00:41:05.960 --> 00:41:08.159
do understand what he's saying. He was younger and it

659
00:41:08.239 --> 00:41:11.639
was pretty popular everyboy being part of the skinhead groups.

660
00:41:13.199 --> 00:41:17.679
But anyways, I would love to talk to him to

661
00:41:17.760 --> 00:41:20.920
see the values and if it's all bullshit, I want.

662
00:41:20.760 --> 00:41:21.360
To pass that.

663
00:41:21.920 --> 00:41:22.880
Yeah.

664
00:41:22.920 --> 00:41:27.199
Oh and again let's be clear, who am I upcoming

665
00:41:27.360 --> 00:41:30.760
little artists and alex is like worldwide. I have enormous

666
00:41:30.800 --> 00:41:33.599
respect towards him and it's not my place to define

667
00:41:33.639 --> 00:41:36.880
if he's worth of anything. But I'm curious. I'm curious myself.

668
00:41:38.400 --> 00:41:41.599
Yeah, they always see say, don't we your heroes, But

669
00:41:41.880 --> 00:41:45.960
I've always kind of disagreed with that. I always wanted

670
00:41:46.000 --> 00:41:49.039
to kind of learn what makes people tick and you know,

671
00:41:49.079 --> 00:41:51.000
what their values are and shit like that. So I

672
00:41:51.000 --> 00:41:53.880
can definitely understand where you're coming from on that and

673
00:41:54.000 --> 00:41:58.679
for sure. And it's interesting because, like you mentioned, you know,

674
00:41:58.719 --> 00:42:02.239
the culture from your country is a lot different as

675
00:42:02.280 --> 00:42:05.039
far as like you know what you've had to deal

676
00:42:05.079 --> 00:42:07.960
with in your youth and that sort of thing, like

677
00:42:08.000 --> 00:42:11.320
we we don't have too many Nazis and Massachusetts they

678
00:42:11.320 --> 00:42:17.800
don't survive very well up here, but you know, we're

679
00:42:17.519 --> 00:42:21.679
we're going through it as the community. And you know,

680
00:42:21.800 --> 00:42:24.760
COVID's had a big problem, or I should say a

681
00:42:24.760 --> 00:42:29.519
big impact on a lot of venues out this way,

682
00:42:29.559 --> 00:42:32.440
so we're running out of places to do shows and

683
00:42:32.440 --> 00:42:36.559
and and perform. So uh, you know, it's it's always

684
00:42:36.559 --> 00:42:39.920
good when you hear like with the Whiskey or the

685
00:42:40.039 --> 00:42:44.400
Rainbow are still doing really well and those old school

686
00:42:45.360 --> 00:42:49.639
staples and metal kind of still flying the flag out there.

687
00:42:50.159 --> 00:42:53.639
I haven't been to California. I hope to at some point,

688
00:42:54.079 --> 00:42:59.920
but yeah, I'm interested to see how things differ or

689
00:43:00.039 --> 00:43:03.679
what similarities are to regional because a lot of people

690
00:43:03.679 --> 00:43:09.559
don't realize that, Like I wouldn't say territory, but you know,

691
00:43:10.440 --> 00:43:17.320
regional acts as opposed to national or global acts. There's

692
00:43:17.320 --> 00:43:21.039
a different dynamic with everybody. You know, anybody that's really

693
00:43:21.079 --> 00:43:24.960
on top, you're dealing with Hollywood type of people and

694
00:43:25.519 --> 00:43:29.159
things like that. But you know, most of us, like

695
00:43:29.280 --> 00:43:34.199
you said, we're independently funded and have a nine to

696
00:43:34.199 --> 00:43:38.199
five job, and I think people forget that sometimes.

697
00:43:38.880 --> 00:43:42.239
You know. I just want to tell if you will

698
00:43:42.280 --> 00:43:46.760
be visiting San Francisco or Los Angeles, please hit me up.

699
00:43:47.119 --> 00:43:50.239
You can always crush it my place. We have family house.

700
00:43:50.320 --> 00:43:52.760
We are renting it out. This is how we actually

701
00:43:52.800 --> 00:43:55.159
survive because we have like thirty year mortgage.

702
00:43:55.360 --> 00:43:57.880
Yeah yeah, we are kind of like.

703
00:43:59.400 --> 00:44:03.000
Cracking out during the pace, but we rent out partially

704
00:44:04.119 --> 00:44:07.360
so we can cover our bills. And we always have

705
00:44:07.480 --> 00:44:12.519
like little space for a music community dedicated because I

706
00:44:12.559 --> 00:44:14.320
feel like we want to.

707
00:44:14.880 --> 00:44:18.039
I want to create a little hub for our people

708
00:44:18.960 --> 00:44:21.280
and just like come and crush. So it's very nice.

709
00:44:21.320 --> 00:44:23.760
It's not like couch. It's like you're gonna have spare room.

710
00:44:23.840 --> 00:44:26.280
But let me know and I'll be so happy and

711
00:44:26.280 --> 00:44:27.159
on our houset. You.

712
00:44:27.760 --> 00:44:30.440
Oh, I would love that. And I appreciate that for sure.

713
00:44:31.000 --> 00:44:32.440
Absolutely. Well.

714
00:44:32.519 --> 00:44:34.679
Sometimes if I know ahead of time, I can even

715
00:44:34.719 --> 00:44:37.400
host a whole band, But if I don't know about

716
00:44:37.480 --> 00:44:39.679
ahead of time, I can host one or two people.

717
00:44:40.079 --> 00:44:45.119
Got you, No, that's fantastic. Appreciate that for sure. Always

718
00:44:45.119 --> 00:44:47.159
down to meet new people and make new friends. That's

719
00:44:47.199 --> 00:44:50.519
what I do all day, every day, So I'm always

720
00:44:50.599 --> 00:44:58.079
up for it for sure. So musically and given the

721
00:44:58.199 --> 00:45:03.000
state of things lobally right now, do you find yourself

722
00:45:03.199 --> 00:45:08.639
at all writing about current events or is it more

723
00:45:09.360 --> 00:45:13.280
focused on, you know, your reflection of things.

724
00:45:13.559 --> 00:45:15.760
I'm so sorry for interesting. I need to let my

725
00:45:15.800 --> 00:45:23.880
toddler out of her room. She just woke up. Oh hello,

726
00:45:23.960 --> 00:45:27.760
good morning, little baby. Uh just give me one second,

727
00:45:27.800 --> 00:45:28.440
I'm going to get.

728
00:45:30.320 --> 00:45:32.599
Hello Aura, how was your sleep?

729
00:45:33.920 --> 00:45:34.119
Yes?

730
00:45:35.280 --> 00:45:43.320
Okay. So I tend to avoid political topics because first

731
00:45:43.360 --> 00:45:47.320
of all, let's yeah, I'm joking. You think nice shirt?

732
00:45:47.440 --> 00:45:48.199
You like my shirt?

733
00:45:48.239 --> 00:45:49.239
She likes my shirt?

734
00:45:50.760 --> 00:45:55.199
What's this? Fire?

735
00:45:57.480 --> 00:45:58.000
Good job?

736
00:45:58.079 --> 00:46:00.239
Sometimes when she sees skull, she says.

737
00:46:00.119 --> 00:46:01.239
It's a pirate shirt.

738
00:46:05.239 --> 00:46:10.559
So I tend to avoid political topics. And let's be real,

739
00:46:11.239 --> 00:46:13.480
I'm an expert in this country, and this country is

740
00:46:13.519 --> 00:46:17.960
going through lots of like serious changes towards the experts.

741
00:46:18.000 --> 00:46:21.519
And you know, I carry my passport now with me.

742
00:46:21.599 --> 00:46:26.559
You know, ies is very fun recently, and my accent

743
00:46:26.639 --> 00:46:29.480
you can always hear my accent, so like, you know,

744
00:46:30.679 --> 00:46:33.880
just in case so here legally.

745
00:46:33.559 --> 00:46:36.119
And nobody fucking showed me into the jail or whatever.

746
00:46:38.280 --> 00:46:43.199
So like, I avoid political topics, but I loudly speak

747
00:46:43.280 --> 00:46:49.599
about social highlighting social injustices. So you need to pick

748
00:46:49.599 --> 00:46:53.679
your bottles. I uh picked, I picked mine. I am

749
00:46:53.800 --> 00:47:00.119
a more social injustice person. Who stands up for social topics,

750
00:47:00.280 --> 00:47:04.639
But there are some topics where you cannot. Actually, politics

751
00:47:04.679 --> 00:47:07.159
are in so much into social life, right, sometimes you

752
00:47:07.199 --> 00:47:11.159
cannot define. So you will probably hear my song Bellomas

753
00:47:11.400 --> 00:47:15.000
sounds very political, but it's more about social aspect. But

754
00:47:15.119 --> 00:47:19.440
although politics are there too, I don't know. I just

755
00:47:20.199 --> 00:47:24.119
focus on my ship because I think we have enough.

756
00:47:23.960 --> 00:47:24.440
Ship to.

757
00:47:26.039 --> 00:47:31.480
For sure. I mean, you know, it's always interesting to

758
00:47:31.519 --> 00:47:36.159
see where artists full different inspiration and that kind of thing,

759
00:47:36.360 --> 00:47:44.360
so I always tend to ask about that. Hello, Hello,

760
00:47:44.440 --> 00:47:46.840
how are you okay?

761
00:47:46.920 --> 00:47:53.320
Sorry? This is a reality of independent artists and a

762
00:47:53.440 --> 00:47:56.599
rock artist, and also you are a mom, So I

763
00:47:56.639 --> 00:47:57.840
apologize that.

764
00:48:00.440 --> 00:48:02.519
It's the reality of all things for sure.

765
00:48:03.960 --> 00:48:10.400
Can you show a metal scream?

766
00:48:10.760 --> 00:48:14.280
That's okay. I don't have to worry about that right now. Yeah,

767
00:48:14.960 --> 00:48:17.719
but yeah, how do you balance that? I mean, you know,

768
00:48:17.960 --> 00:48:21.039
being a full time mom and trying to do all

769
00:48:21.079 --> 00:48:21.719
these things.

770
00:48:22.639 --> 00:48:29.280
I run on coffee and metal music, I promise you

771
00:48:29.840 --> 00:48:33.239
yesterday I was so I do lots of I work

772
00:48:33.320 --> 00:48:34.039
my ass off.

773
00:48:34.199 --> 00:48:37.559
Honestly, I work my ass off. I have job I have.

774
00:48:38.239 --> 00:48:40.039
I don't have full time job, but I have like

775
00:48:40.039 --> 00:48:44.719
a few part times like we have family business and

776
00:48:45.039 --> 00:48:49.639
also IMMI is busy clean with this one and also

777
00:48:49.880 --> 00:48:52.039
like kids and stuff, so.

778
00:48:52.480 --> 00:48:53.840
I really work my ass up.

779
00:48:54.119 --> 00:48:57.320
Yesterday I was cleaning and while I was clean, I

780
00:48:57.360 --> 00:49:00.960
was listening what I was I was listen and architects

781
00:49:01.239 --> 00:49:03.360
and I was like dancing along while I was cleaning.

782
00:49:03.440 --> 00:49:06.119
I was like, oh, this is like fun, right, this

783
00:49:06.280 --> 00:49:09.360
is how I auctioned. I just consumed enormous amount of

784
00:49:09.400 --> 00:49:12.960
coffee and listen to heavy music as heavy as possible.

785
00:49:13.199 --> 00:49:16.000
No normal stuff, normal stuff.

786
00:49:16.039 --> 00:49:17.360
Yeah, just push it through the day.

787
00:49:17.800 --> 00:49:22.400
Yeah, well you are definitely a badass doing juggle and

788
00:49:22.440 --> 00:49:25.840
all that, and uh, big props for that for sure.

789
00:49:26.599 --> 00:49:28.559
Well, I'm holding on the idea then one day I

790
00:49:28.559 --> 00:49:30.440
will be able to pay my bills by music, so

791
00:49:30.519 --> 00:49:31.800
I don't need to do anything else.

792
00:49:32.440 --> 00:49:39.400
Yep, that's what we all strive for, for sure, no doubt. Peekaboo.

793
00:49:40.320 --> 00:49:49.519
Yeah, good stuff. She loves playing drums or I do

794
00:49:49.679 --> 00:49:54.159
love playing drums. No thanks, everything is no thanks.

795
00:49:53.960 --> 00:49:56.320
No start right, she's not ready for that right now?

796
00:49:56.480 --> 00:50:01.159
Yeah here on West Coast, it's uh, I'm thirty or something.

797
00:50:01.559 --> 00:50:08.079
Yeah you shouldn't be. Yeah, well, we're happy to have

798
00:50:08.239 --> 00:50:17.119
miss Aurora with us today. Good stuff for sure. So

799
00:50:18.039 --> 00:50:22.280
you're on TikTok, you're on Facebook constantly. I don't know

800
00:50:22.320 --> 00:50:24.639
what you're doing to get in the algorithm so well,

801
00:50:24.639 --> 00:50:27.239
but you're constantly in my feed, So that's a great.

802
00:50:29.079 --> 00:50:32.000
Where's the best place for everybody to check you out? Oh?

803
00:50:32.039 --> 00:50:36.800
Actually I am. I've flooded this market. You can find

804
00:50:36.840 --> 00:50:41.639
me anywhere. So I'm on Facebook, I'm on Instagram, I'm

805
00:50:41.679 --> 00:50:46.559
on TikTok, I'm on YouTube. I think I'm also on threads,

806
00:50:46.679 --> 00:50:51.519
but I don't even fucking check that. I have website

807
00:50:51.800 --> 00:50:54.840
Alexandra music dot com.

808
00:50:54.519 --> 00:50:56.320
And I think that's pretty much enough.

809
00:50:57.079 --> 00:50:59.960
I help social media, and my music is on every

810
00:51:00.159 --> 00:51:03.199
proude for our distribute through Districade, so it distributes on

811
00:51:03.400 --> 00:51:07.679
all known music streaming platforms, And if you want to

812
00:51:07.760 --> 00:51:10.679
download something, you can always go to my band camp

813
00:51:11.400 --> 00:51:13.079
and get music straight from there.

814
00:51:14.239 --> 00:51:19.159
Awesome, fantastic. Well, definitely check out Alexandra online. You'll find

815
00:51:19.239 --> 00:51:23.280
her just to go it anywhere. I'm enjoying getting to

816
00:51:23.320 --> 00:51:26.920
know her and getting to know the music behind the woman.

817
00:51:28.079 --> 00:51:31.559
But we will definitely have you on the show again

818
00:51:31.880 --> 00:51:35.320
at some point and hopefully book you on some New

819
00:51:35.360 --> 00:51:39.960
England Show when the weather is better. I know you're

820
00:51:40.079 --> 00:51:41.840
used to snow in Russia or not.

821
00:51:42.159 --> 00:51:44.199
Oh yeah, snow doesn't scare me.

822
00:51:44.519 --> 00:51:46.960
No, I'll be there right.

823
00:51:48.000 --> 00:51:51.039
Thank you so much for this opportunity. I am very

824
00:51:51.079 --> 00:51:52.800
happy that we had this talk.

825
00:51:53.360 --> 00:51:56.119
Definitely and keep in touch and I will lose the

826
00:51:56.480 --> 00:51:57.119
same for sure.

827
00:51:58.119 --> 00:52:01.079
Absolutely hell wonderful day that live it your